Many Kisses

havent posted anything in ages, lost my ipod and computer for a bit, now im back, stuff sucks ass though so i dont no how much i will be posting anyway.

life is fucking wierd

i think the title pretty much sums it up. recently i have been in this weird space where i cant figure out what i want or even articulate how i feel. Normally that is one of the easiest things for me, iv never had a problem expressing myself or knowing what direction to go. but recently iv been stuck. it feels like im floating outside of my body and some part of me knows that i need to get back in my body to understand what i want but another part is saying why would you want to be stuck to one path, why not just float? but floating scares me, i feel like there is no end. like if in start floating now il never be able to come back down.

suicide

Four teenage boys have commited suicide in 3 weeks due to being bullied because of their sexuality. Reblog if you’re more concerned about this than Lindsay Lohan going to rehab.

(Source: eddypiehands, via fuckyeahbisexuals)

I am soooo tired. 7 hours of circus practice and minimal sleep create a very grumpy rose

A Sluts Body

The other day at school a boy came up to me and said i had “a sluts body” and more then anything else it just confused me. I mean is there some specific body type that all sluts have?

I’m in a very strange mood i feel like i could talk about everything and anything right now like if i could just get it started i could flow for hours letting my every thought spill out onto this website, this post, and i feel like if i could do that people would understand me more. fuck that i would understand myself more. but the thing is i cant start it. its like my thoughts are all chasing themselves in a circle and i cant find a place to break into the circle cant find the beginning or the end. Its frustrating as fuck not being to lay what im thinking out even to myself.